Blaze

And I see that fucking light again, taunting me over and over
I thought it only appears when I'm drunk, but why sober?
And it fucking calls me towards it, ready to accept my entire being,
But why would I reach towards it, if I don't trust what I'm seeing?

Around me there's only darkness and I can live with it just fine,
Beacause regardless of what happens in it, it's nobody's but mine.
And I want to live in the light but fuck me, I'm really afraid,
But what if that's the way the world's biggest monster is made?

There are questions I ask myself constantly, that require no answers,
And there are answers for which I never asked, but there they are.