Nonhuman

I destroy everything I touch, call me the destroyer

I might kill someone one day too, call me the killer

I smile and laugh with everything I have everytime

Because that's everything I have left after all this time.

All I am is pent up regrets and dissatisfactions, anger too

And in my eyes you see nothing, they deceive you

I'm a creature born out of love and lust, but mutated

I'm now a creature mutated by hate that I created.

I'm not a human, I'm something I've yet to discover

But I'm not human, I knew that after thinking it over...

I'm despicable, I hate my fucking self, I'm disgusting

I always knew this, even if I was happy, I was rusting.

Here I am, hating myself, hoping for change, striving for it

And I'm changing the nonhuman I am, bit by bit

I'm seeing a brighter future because today I can

I'm walking forward for the first time, with no plan.